First of all, I am NOT looking OR wanting sympathy by posting this OR not even caring if anyone reads it. I just feel lost right now and my head feels like it's gonna explode and I'm just trying/wanting to release a little bit of the pressure and usually when I'm pissed (or happy) about something, posting it on here is (almost) like therapy even though it doesn't make a difference or change anything. Late last night/early morning, I lost one of my precious babies/kids, Willow... grey and sliver items for cocktail party